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The Fridge / Been a while since i've been here
« on: January 14, 2017, 08:38:59 AM »
Hey GO5,

Its been a long time, I remembered registering here nearly 8 years ago. Looking back at life its amazing how things have changed. When I first registered here, I suffered from autism. This was a place of the nicest people I ever met in spite of my meltdowns and eccentricities. In my country Autism is considered psychosis.

Living here, being arrested by the police for "weird mannerisms". I was always told I was mad, and that there is no cure for my disease. My parents left me in a OT clinic which made things even worse and I felt even dumber prompting me to run away.

From there I went from starving to becoming a proud soldier, the military was accommodating and I improved my social skills much more than ever before.

Today I run a business of my own, I can't believe such a day would come and I'm able to live a normal life. I just saw the new Land Before Time movie (albeit a year late) and I just thought of this place again. Again I just want to thank you guys for being the family I never had. I was pretty close to just killing myself.

But through here I met others, others who somehow seeded for me a purpose and gave me some belief. The belief that I could one day be looked at as something apart from a madman. I saw as the guys discussed about Singapore and from there I decided to find a way to live on so that I might one day represent those suffering from autism some good light of their plight.

Its my goal in life now to raise a generation of people with autism to have access to help, to educate parents and schools about the disorder. It wouldn't be possible if I didn't stumble here, so again thank you. Esp Mumbling, Dark, Malte, LBTFan90, Excalibur and many more

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The Fridge / The Journey to True Happiness?
« on: December 13, 2013, 09:32:11 AM »
Dear GO5,

I'm very sorry for all the troubles I've caused you. All of you have been very nice and understanding to me, I'm very sorry for all the trouble I brought in. About half a decade ago I joined GO5, I was suffering from a lot of trauma from rejection and bullying. It was not my 1st forum, not only did I cause mayhem in my arrival but some people actually chased me all the way here and wrecked slight havoc.

After staying here despite the warmth everyone gave me I continued to be very confused. I was very sad and often took it around the forums as there was no place for me to vent. Everywhere I was people discriminated me and even I found it hard to believe that I was even a single bit sane. I might have given up on myself but some members here didn't. In the end I let all of you guys down doing stuff like escaping from my home and vandalizing a school.

This 4.5 years has been very traumatic for me but its finally over. Amidst all the chaos  did I fine a very ironic form of happiness. For a long time I had not experienced such a welcome. In the very heart of a disciplinarian country that branded me insane I managed to secure a job in the military. I couldn't accept it originally that I had to become the very thing I hated to survive having left home but then I realized that I wasn't alone in this. Many soldiers had a lot of problems having no where left, the army drafted them.

Its unusual, I have been very happy the last 3 months being with my fellow combat brothers. I have a bed and some allowance and I'm able to resume my collection hobby knowing that all rations are free. Helping charities and being part of rescues and ops together with my buds I have found happiness and warmth I never felt since this place.

I've learned many lessons in the last few years, even though I'm still mixed about my decision to fight for the very thing I hate (my country) I have found myself the happiest ever doing this. Its really confusing but great at the same time.

_______________________


G05 I thank you all for all that you have done. I'm very touched by your heartwarming care to me in the past years. I'm tearing as I write this  :cry  you guys made me feel accepted for the very 1st time. I'm so sorry for much of the disappointments. I really wish to come back but it would be very hard due to the situation I'm in. Also I feel guilty coming back here after the mess I did. I'm very sorry for those who I have hurt esp Mumbling and Saft.

Mumbling: I remembered we acquainted before GO5 on youtube. I partially joined GO5 because you are someone I could trust. I have really created a mess in the forums you were in. I am sorry I wish I could make it up to you, maybe in the future if I get a chance I'll come up with something but times to short.

Saft: I don't even know how to start, I really ruined stuff around you really bad and every time I think about it and how you still gave me help brings me tears. I was so touched when you brought me a help line after all my troubles to you, this I can never forget.

Thank you GO5 *bow*

P.S This isn't a leaving thread but more of uber inactivity maybe a post once in a year or 2 >.<

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The Fridge / My first PMV
« on: November 19, 2011, 11:46:18 PM »
I finally finished it what do you guys think? <3 I workled really hard on this!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6T3-i0RmOA...nel_video_title

Guys at the end there is a link for a non pure pony version in case you guys aren't interested in them.
Try to spot the differences between the 2 vids!

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The Fridge / Weird Text Checks
« on: November 14, 2011, 07:46:59 PM »
Ever had to type a text to be identified as not a bot and got something funny?
I remembered this few
When registering in forums
Fillys
LOCOland
Druftie
Draugs



When typing the check on youtube
Fillys(again!)
Apbloom
Condoms
Pornaga
discolded

Capacha(What ever its called)
BlaCK People
little horse
Star nigs
Wanter fap

I'M not kidding! Over the years I saw some really weird spell checks any of you had this exp? This are the few I remembered.

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The Fridge / Talent does not Equal Passion
« on: November 08, 2011, 07:24:06 AM »
I don't know I used to think you will have talent in what you have passion in but it seems a bit untrue now. I dream all my life to make cartoons and bring drawings in life but after 4 years I just get no where yet I have always been a fighter without any formal training and I have bashed crap out of black belts before. I have also been pretty good at comedic acts and dressing. So what do you guys think?
Does Talent equal Passion?
Should we do thinks that we have passion to do or talent to do?

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The Fridge / Should I shift totally from ponies in this video
« on: November 04, 2011, 08:55:07 AM »
or remain pony for the entire thing?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0T2KufsA9E

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The Fridge / Power Posting
« on: November 01, 2011, 08:12:04 AM »
I recently heard this term of power posting. Its about people who post around 70-200 post a day in a forum. If you ask me its like spam but despite that most of the post from power posters are still relevant if not short and often brief. Also power posters are known for necroing threads that are useful and worth discussing for which might reduce duplicates but I don't know past that.

So what do you guys think about post crazy members in foreign forums?

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The Fridge / How crackdown is copyright on LBT?
« on: October 30, 2011, 07:37:52 AM »
I remembered copyright strikes were crazy on LBT back in 2008 how is it now?
I'm planning to make a youtube series called reality not included where different characters including the lbt characters visit the BEDROOM. I'm just worried coz I rechecked my youtube and it seems like my old lbt videos are compromised.

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The Fridge / Damaged brainscarred but more or less okay :)
« on: October 29, 2011, 08:56:48 AM »
I guess things were much more complicated than I thought. The police finding me was unexpected enough I thought no one gave ****. So may be my parents did care after all. But no, instead my parents worked with the school and took me for some kind of psychology treatment counselling with a bit of hypno theraphy.
I got my friend zhao who impersonated me a few times on youtube to run the channel once more since I was more or less sealed off from contact with nearly everyone. All was well if not depressing but I realized an agenda of this hypno theraphy
firstly autism I highly doubt is treated with hypnosis
secondly during the treatment I had recurring nightmares and increasing depression
thirdly all the 'autistic' kids don't seem very well after the treatment
IN FACT U KNOW WHAT! ITS NOT TREATMENT ITS BRAINWASHING! It was meant to make us give up on dreams we had and follow the mainstream expectations needed.
That night I asked the doctor 'I have a friend who can't even wear his shirt right and he is very mentally disabled must he still serve the army for 2 years?
The doctor replied' As long as he can move his 4 limbs yes'
That confirmed to me that doctor was nothing but a government agent. I further confirmed this when my aunt came back from UK. I managed to convince her I'm not crazy (which she actually knew) and seek professional help from a psychologist in a private hospital. That psychologist was a lot more different from the 1 I visited. And thx to her I was discharged from the other doctor and I was able to assume greater command of my life again.
I should have posted this earlier I have been back for 2 months but I didn't I'm sorry very sorry. I'm working hard for my chance to get out of singapore to britain and I found a briliant chance. And if it works I shall go to britain for good by 2013. but that's deside the point how are all of you I misswed you all so much!

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The Fridge / Making a choice
« on: October 12, 2010, 04:31:15 AM »
Well it seems at this stage there is nothing much I can do. I can only hope for the best but if they want me out they have every right.
I now need to make some choices
I'm considering serving the Army, train hard and maybe I will get somewhere, also it seems like the only ticket out of a tough life of Aspies here.
Or I could wait for my results and see if I can transfer school but schools don't tend to take in Aspies only those lousy schools with gangsters and fighting all they long.
Lastly I could go back to Taiwan and see if I can have a proper education though Taiwan and Singapore are quite hostile at a moment.
Right now I just don't know a damn thing to do, even my schoolmates told me to be a monk, most of my aspie friends just declared their condition and now they will never get good jobs they will go to a school where they are trained to do simple things like being a Waiter.

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The Fridge / Second German Vid Practice
« on: April 19, 2010, 06:30:52 AM »
Alright this around I tried without any consultation except for the dictionary. If anyone could help me to check if I hit the dot it would be greatly appreciated.
http://s730.photobucket.com/albums/ww303/B...ThereGerman.flv

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The Fridge / Anyone is fluent in german?
« on: March 19, 2010, 12:43:02 AM »
http://s730.photobucket.com/albums/ww303/B...encesGerman.flv
I'am now learning german and I figured I tried translating a world without fences in german. So if anyone can correct me that would be great.

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The Fridge / Anyone up for a sig?
« on: March 05, 2010, 09:36:07 AM »
I'm making some sigs and if any of you are interested give me a pm with the character you want inside.
Note that the character should be in HD
Examples



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The Fridge / The typical are you boy or girl poll
« on: February 20, 2010, 09:44:48 AM »
Boy here. :lol:

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Starday Wishes / Happy Birthday royk
« on: February 15, 2010, 04:11:55 AM »
Glad you made the effort of placing an avatar :wave

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The Fridge / Happy Chinese New Year!
« on: February 14, 2010, 12:41:08 AM »
If there are any Chinese. Our new year starts today! May I wish all of us to prosper!

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The Fridge / WTF 500 VIRUSES!
« on: February 13, 2010, 11:20:05 PM »
After leaving MLK my virus scan reported 522 viruses from there! Does someone hate me? Jeez maybe I need to go back to windows xp

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The Welcome Center / My concludsion
« on: February 13, 2010, 11:10:34 PM »
Well after looking at many other forums. I decided I'm staying for good. I'm done with anything Disney. I may upload lbt in norwegian and swedish soon. I'm very upset with the other forums I have been in. And I say nothing is as great as the birth forum . I was a lurker here for years and now I want to be an active member for as long as I can be.
' ;)

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The Fridge / How is this for a sig
« on: December 12, 2009, 07:35:13 AM »

critique?

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Gamers Zone / Best Game Twist
« on: December 09, 2009, 10:15:46 PM »
What do you think? I for one choose Kotor 1 were you realized you yourself are darth revan.

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