Hehe. This is probably not the best place to put this topic, but since what's done is done and the admins can move it later, I see no harm in responding.
I got into LBT again when I was 13. I found it terribly embarrassing. I would have all the LBT movies and songs on my laptop and ipod and I would encrypt them while at school so no one knew what they were. School was pure hell for me in the beginning cuz I was so obsessed that I wanted to watch it and do things with it all the time. I even had some picutures of the gang on my laptop and I'd go into the bathroom in lunch to look at them and remind myself "Only 3 hours ti'll you get to watch another LBT film".
I guess you could say it was unhealthy. My school work suffered a bit because of it. I would do B+ work instead of my normal A work. It took about 3 months for me to be able to go through school without constantly thinking of LBT.
I am really okay with it now. In the beginning, I decided to see how the public would react to my lbt obsession that weren't around me. I would go into stores watching LBT movies on my laptop. I'd get some pretty strange looks, but no comments.
I was scared to reveal my LBT obsession to the kids in my school.
I finally decided I couldn't keep living my life like this. Now I say, if they think I'm stupid for liking it, screw 'em. If they wanna fight me cuz of it, bring it on! I could pound anyone in my school without lifting a finger except for a select few, but they have way too much class to ever get into fights. I don't have any friends in real life anyways, so I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. If they don't accept the fact that I like LBT, that's their problem and they're gonna have to live with it. If I do end up going to school at the same school next year, I'm gonna watch LBT vids on the bus and keep my cool LBT background on my laptop for all to see. I honestly don't care anymore. I can't live a lie any longer. I have purposefully searched IP's looking for kids my age who are in the camano island/stanwood area and have located 4 classmates so far. I have informed all of them about my LBT obsession and they seem to think it's not too strange.
My message to everyone here now is:
I AM WHO I AM. NO ONE'S GONNA CHANGE THAT!