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I had typed this out and selected post when my internet decided to die, normally I would copy it again just in case, didn't do it this time...
This isn't a bad post, I'm actually on a high: Essay given in, reading and mum and sister are visiting me this coming week, and I get to go home in three weeks time.
It's just that I'm a bit unsure of a decision to make and if anyone can give me advice then that will be great.
My aunt last week invited me to go to the museum with her on the 27th. I want to go to the museum, I mean I love musuems and I like to seize any opportunity that allows me to go to one, but I just don't feel sure about her idea.
She wants to do as follows:
-Take train
-Walk, bus, taxi to museum
-Spend night in youth hostel so have extra day to go to museum
-Go back either sunday evening or Monday morning.
I don't mind walking to the museum and I don't mind taking the train itself. I am worried about the mass crowds in the train and train stations. I know that I can't escape somewhere I can regain control and calm down, it's not like here..where I can go to the garden, or little museum or back to my dorm-room. I don't want to have a meltdown...that'll just embarrass us both and I don't know how my aunt will react.
I am also worried about spending a night in a youth hostel.
It is not the youth hostel in itself, I have stayed in one before when I was on a school trip. It's just that I'd have to share a room with strangers...in an enclosed area...when I might be feeling ''high strung'' with anxiety from the crowds...I need time to calm down.
And if we have to go back on monday morning, there is a possibility that I'll be missing lectures. I do not want to miss lectures. I love going to my lectures, I have never missed one, nor do I intend to do so unless I'm extremely ill, which even then, I would probably and try to go.
I know what I'll have to tell her. I'm just not sure how to tell her, so I'm hoping for some other type of solution.