School was the most awful experience of my life. If I had to go back there again, I'd absolutely refuse. If I couldn't refuse, I'd commit suicide (not to give you any ideas or anything). You'll get through it. It's just going to be hell until you're released from prison.
Actually, that's not fair. School is 100 times worse than prison. Prisons are cleaner, have a better taste in wallpaper, have faster computers, serve free meals (and better meals at that), and no one there treats you like a child. Oh, and did I mention that in prison they don't threaten you with the following phrase: "If you don't get through this, you'll fail in life!" And the reading choices in prison are soooooooo much better than in school. At least you HAVE a choice of what to read. F*** school is HORRIBLE!!!
Sorry, sorry. I know I'm not helping. But good luck to you anyway. Just count the days till you can escape from the place that's 100 times worse than prison.