I guess things were much more complicated than I thought. The police finding me was unexpected enough I thought no one gave ****. So may be my parents did care after all. But no, instead my parents worked with the school and took me for some kind of psychology treatment counselling with a bit of hypno theraphy.
I got my friend zhao who impersonated me a few times on youtube to run the channel once more since I was more or less sealed off from contact with nearly everyone. All was well if not depressing but I realized an agenda of this hypno theraphy
firstly autism I highly doubt is treated with hypnosis
secondly during the treatment I had recurring nightmares and increasing depression
thirdly all the 'autistic' kids don't seem very well after the treatment
IN FACT U KNOW WHAT! ITS NOT TREATMENT ITS BRAINWASHING! It was meant to make us give up on dreams we had and follow the mainstream expectations needed.
That night I asked the doctor 'I have a friend who can't even wear his shirt right and he is very mentally disabled must he still serve the army for 2 years?
The doctor replied' As long as he can move his 4 limbs yes'
That confirmed to me that doctor was nothing but a government agent. I further confirmed this when my aunt came back from UK. I managed to convince her I'm not crazy (which she actually knew) and seek professional help from a psychologist in a private hospital. That psychologist was a lot more different from the 1 I visited. And thx to her I was discharged from the other doctor and I was able to assume greater command of my life again.
I should have posted this earlier I have been back for 2 months but I didn't I'm sorry very sorry. I'm working hard for my chance to get out of singapore to britain and I found a briliant chance. And if it works I shall go to britain for good by 2013. but that's deside the point how are all of you I misswed you all so much!
