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Ask Me / Questions? Go ahead and ask me
« on: May 30, 2011, 05:01:39 AM »
The next few weeks will be a pain. I have to study like an idiot for three exams I'm really bad at. I even skip dinner and stay much longer awake just to have more time to study and only less of the things I try to understand are actually going in my head.
I've probably taken the wrong school as most of the subjects are less or not in my interest at all and it plagues me a lot! Ad it's true that I'm too old for school anyways (I'm about 4 years older than most of my classmates). >_<
I also have a feeling that my classmates try to avoid and treat me less favourably... :unsure: I try to be part of a discussion, they ignore me. I ask for help, they deny me. Seriously, my anger is stored and increases day by day since March.
And what if I don't pass my exams? Then I probably have to cancel 4 years of school and I don't think that I even get a job with that kind of life career...
I've probably taken the wrong school as most of the subjects are less or not in my interest at all and it plagues me a lot! Ad it's true that I'm too old for school anyways (I'm about 4 years older than most of my classmates). >_<
I also have a feeling that my classmates try to avoid and treat me less favourably... :unsure: I try to be part of a discussion, they ignore me. I ask for help, they deny me. Seriously, my anger is stored and increases day by day since March.
And what if I don't pass my exams? Then I probably have to cancel 4 years of school and I don't think that I even get a job with that kind of life career...