It's something you have to deal with as an immortal, seeing friends and loved ones fade and die, it can be very depressing if you let it affect you , which I did, when Snowpaw died. It took me ages to come around, during that time, it was just me and tarrax, and all I did was run Aestorica and collect books and other materials for my library. That was it... until I met you, and Snowpaw was revived..." Stripetail said. "Doesn't sound appealing to be immortal, now, does it?' He chuckled a little.