Okay. You wanna know what it is, Adam...? I'll tell it right now. I dread my future. I dread losing everything and everyone I care about. But lately, it's been less, somewhat. One among you has helped me, yes... Quite a bit. In that regard. I wish I could repay them... However, LBT is just one in a pile... I do feel that the constant talking about such a thing has added to my stress, so, I may have to pull ship for a while. I may have to... I don't know, take another break from this, and definitely one from LBT. Yeah, I guess that's it. I'll stop in from time to time over here. I won't leave completely, but the stress is something I do not need, among dreading the future. However, as I said, I'm finding that this is significantly less of an issue than it has been in the past... I have one person to thank for that...
"And the Most High said unto Moses, Ahayah-Asher-Ahayah. And he said, Thus shalt thou say to the children of Israel, Ahayah hath sent me unto you... This is my name forever, and this is my memorial unto all generations."
1953-2011... One day, mother, I shall see you again...