@Sneak Ya know, I'd seen her around, too, but I thought she might prefer if I DIDN'T dig up her old posts.
Oh goodness 🤣I hate to admit it but yes.. Please excuse this cringy child for calling him hot ( pretty sure I didn't know the meaning of that word back then)
I hereby give you a full pardon.
Gonna be honest, if I had been on a message board when I was your age, I probably would've fangirled over my favorite characters (Guido included!) in much the same way you did. But, similar to what you said, that was at a time when I didn't really know all the nuances of falling in love nor what terms like "hot" meant!
Don't worry, you'll learn to look back on it and laugh about this kind of thing someday. A little bit of SQUEEEEing over a fictional character never hurt anybody.