*I have my next regular cleaning appointment coming up on Tuesday (Oct. 7th.) Just for the regular cleaning and probably the usual x-rays, too.*
My 2 wisdom teeth are still in my mouth. I did not get them out this past spring and summer.

But I know I need to get them taken out this year. It was a goal I made for this year. I'd like to have them taken out before Thanksgiving.

I am still scared on the inside of the sharp needles, the nerves, and the bleeding sockets. My fingers, even my back is sweating a little as I write this.
I've looked at some pictures and diagrams of open sockets, and those really scared me. I know I need to get them taken out, I'm not 100% "toughened up" for it yet on the inside, though. : ( I don't know if i'm making a huge deal of something that's not a big deal. I haven't had any teeth pulled out of my mouth since my last 8 baby teeth when I was a Freshman in high school (14 years old in 9th grade) in November 2003. 11 years ago.
What I am very scared of is the tender nerves, and the needles, sharp tools, cuts, blood, and pain. (My hands, back, and legs are sweating thinking about it.)

But, I do know that I need the 2 teeth removed, though.
I said earlier that my dentist is *not* the type who puts their patients fully to sleep before a wisdom tooth removal. He only numbs their mouths, like pulling a normal, regular tooth.
**I'm very sorry if i'm making something huge out of something that's little.

It's just that... I haven't been through this experience, and i'm very afraid that i'm going to be in so much pain for several days in my mouth after they're pulled out.

I know that i'm *very* uncomfortable, but at the same time, I also know that it needs to happen very soon. **