...I had a dream... See, the Scriptures allude to, or make mention of, several books that aren't actually in the Bible of today. (Some of them are in the Catholic Bible, but aren't necessarily Catholic in origin.) It is - was - my life goal to find them all, my passion. It has been dormant for a LONG time, and I... Well... Today, it just... Killed me, because I realized what I'd done. I HAVE found some of them; I and II Enoch, Jasher, Psalms 151-155, etc. But, I do this not just for myself, but for others. If I offend, no one will listen. If no one will listen...
...I wish that this dream didn't have to die, I really do. I have poured my soul into it... But it has been dormant for a long time...
"And the Most High said unto Moses, Ahayah-Asher-Ahayah. And he said, Thus shalt thou say to the children of Israel, Ahayah hath sent me unto you... This is my name forever, and this is my memorial unto all generations."
1953-2011... One day, mother, I shall see you again...