I never really said I liked swimming, and I still don’t know if I actually do. You see, I wish I could go into a pool, preferably a decent/big sized one where I could practice swimming more efficiently. And also, the pool must be readily available for me to go into at any time, and not just an occasional occurrence. Obviously, without a swimming pool at home, it’s not really possible, and by joining a swimming team at school, it would really take up too much time after school for anything else (as a swimming session is 6 days a week, and it could literally range from 2.5 to 3.5 hours plus the time it’ll take to get home from riding the bus). If I do that, basically I can say goodbye to any free time I have outside of school, since I’ll be doing that, plus all the assignments and studying that comes with 2 AP courses and my honors classes. When I’m in the pool for once, I do practice and I am getting the hang of it, but it’s just very tiring and tedious. I need to gain more stamina, but once again I always feel the wall pretty quickly because of how short the length is. I don’t want to turn around constantly as it means interrupting my motion of swimming to start again. So yeah, this is my basic dilemma at this point. I could enjoy swimming, but at this moment, not really.